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my only wish everynight is, that i can go home  as fast as i can.. i can't stand it anymore..  this is so hard.. :'( is it the way home?

GD & TOP ft Pixxie Lott just found this song even though it was released about three months agooo ~ mianhee oppa, i paid less attention to your masterpiece.. :* this song is sooooooooo beautiful.. enjooooy....! :) Dancing On My Own Lyrics Pixie Lott GD:  You know I'm trying to make it happen for us right now  I gotta do what I gotta do, for me and you TOP:  I remember we were living like kings and queens  In a little tiny castle made of hopes and dreams  It was destiny, it was meant to be, we were so complete, the perfect team GD:  Then suddenly there's a glitch in the system  And in between us is a big strip of distance  They say it's supposed to make the heart grow fonder  From all I can tell it couldn't be wrong Pixie Lott:  A little bit more goes a long way TOP:  A little bit of right goes the wrong way Pixie Lott:  I keep giving you keep taking GD:  I'm trying ...

Just get such a tremendous spirit and fresh inspiration for my project..! but first, doing some jobs and assignments first..!! Aja...!!! Fighting...!!! its not gonna be easy..!!! Banzaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiiiiii.....!!!! *it could be long nite to work though ^^

biasa, setelah UAS, gue cenderung untuk segera merapikan buku buku semester ini dan merapikannya ( baca : membumihanguskannya ) :D Nah, pas lagi buka buka buku itu ; kali aja ada surat cinta keselip kan ; gue malahan menemukan sesuatu yang tak terduga di buku PTI ( Pengantar Teknik Industri ) gue.. sebait kata-kata, yang gue ga ingat kapan dan kenapa gue bikin itu.. nih isinya : "Bukannya aku tak mau mengatakan padamu bahwa aku ingin memilikimu. Tapi aku hanya takut, akan tiba saat kau untuk menjauhiku, dan aku tak tau cara melepaskanmu. " gue ngerasa, tulisan itu sangaaaaat, errrrr, sangat tidak sesuai dengan logika.. gue hanya ga nyangka gue nulis itu.. gue mengira, keadaan gue semester 1 waktu itu, bukanlah keadaan yang cocok untuk bisa nulis kayak begituan.. -_________- dan gue masih merasa heran, dan takjub sendiri.. -_-

Hari Rabu yang lalu, Gue, Dara, Tika, Widya, Ona, menghabiskan malam bersama di kosannya Hartekchui n Chuwiak.. :D baru nyampe kosan sekitar jam 11, setelah dinner bareng, nonton Snow White and The Huntsman, yang dilanjutkan dengan karaokean.. hihihi setelah guling guling beberapa lama sambil ngobrol ngobrol ngalur ngidul di tempat tidur, akhirnya keluarlah statement tentang wanita, kata Chuwiak dan dibenarkan oleh Hartek, berdasarkan penelitian katanya : "Woman falls easily to the man who likes her, than to survives with the one she likes" i dont know how, but i think it's contrary with the film i used to see, or the situation i used to face.. somehow, pernyataan itu beda aja sama apa yang sering gue lihat di kehidupan sekitar gue.. saat seorang wanita akhirnya memiliki kekuatan untuk memberikan hatinya kepada orang yang ia sukai, seberat apapun rintangan di depannya, akan sangat sulit untuk menerima orang lain seperti lelaki yang menyukainya.. karena wanit...

"Bingung is only 19 years old.. Nineteen is the age to make mistakes.. You will make lots of mistakes, and you should make mistakes at that age.. You have to go through everything that you should at your age in order to get old properly.. The most important thing is not the fact that you made a mistake, but that you realize your mistakes and gain courage to fix your mistakes.."  Tae-Hwang Tae-Hu Mama, in Goong ( Princess Hours ) I am not officially 19 years old, actually ; while i'm writing this post, i am 18 years, 6 months, 1 day old.. but, just allow me to say I'm on going to be 19. Tae-Hwang Tae-Hu Mama's sentences make me think a lot..... is it really ok if i do some mistakes? am i walking in the right path? what will people think if i make mistakes? how can i know, is it mistake or not, what is the standard? how to fix what  i've ruined? it makes me confused and a lil bit frustration.. because not all of them can understand, because not al...

i have bad memories on this date.. when i was  in high school : from a person that told me about something that broke my heart, to the event like " Mr. Arman got angry" to me, and my roommates and then he gives some emberassing punishments, or the memories when there were no water in my dorm and i have to take a bath in senior dormitory.. -_- and now, just happened a few seconds agoo.. Facebook had ruined my reputation... i'll turn that fucking stuff off soon..!!! hollyshit 13th of June..! i'll try to make it different for this year..!!!! (Insyaallah) g'nite..!

Seems like i get my mood again.. not 100%, but i can feel the rythme in the air.. wohoooo.. :D you know, it's hard and quiet difficult to take your soul back after shocking and heart breaking moments came to you incessantly.. but as a saying goes : "People change , things go wrong, shit happens,, But Life Goes On..!" and also this : "Everybody have their OWN PATH. So just go and walk your own, no need to look at another"  so i choose to Wake Up, and shine the sun once more..! :) let's make my day, to be a Productive Day Ever...!!! Let's start achieving my Dreams again...!!! Let's Go and Run, Like  a Rocket ..!!!! Make a Move, You Young Lady..!!!! my workspace in the future.. Insyaallah.. :D hihihi

i decided to close the mourning chapter of mine today. get relax for awhile, and start doing my Own Private Project ..! to fix my mood, i would like to share some beautiful pictures i love so much. hope it brings a positive energy for me, so i can move on and do this project peacefully..! it will always be warm and nice to walk with leaf smell around :) love this..! i'm going to Paris..! my obsession..! i'm coming Paris..! this is the amazing of nature and creation of God.. :D say Subhanallah.. :) cutie Teddy.. :* it's like the house of Barbie at such movie i've ever watched.. :) accidentally got this picture, and i love it.. :D it's not prada, i guess. but it's totally beautiful.. :D one word to describe this pict. Cool Teddy Bear.. :* always Love Eiffel..! ;) one of my fave cartoon in childhood. Inuyasha.. :) Kenshi, i always love you.. :D this guy with IQ  200, i love him Shikamaru so much.. ...

it's almost two weeks, my mood is not in the good condition. so many things make me tired, confused about one thing and another, and argueing on some issues with parents.. it's terrible.. need some uzlah-ing or something for a couple day. hope i can think clearly and calmly..

ditemani lagu Monster nya Bigbang, gue memulai menulis postingan ini, setelah sejam telponan ama Tachi n mama papa, dan saat gue belum belajar satupun materi untuk Ujian besok.. :) kayaknya judul postingan gue kali ini provokatif banget yaa?? tapi begitulah keadaannya sekarang. karena gue Moving On..! hahahaha.. sekedar informasi, gue udah 'holding on to someone' cukup lama. udah sekitar 3 tahun lah yaa. dan hal itu menjadi penyebab utama munculnya postingan postingan galau gue berikut dengan teori teori galau gue di blog ini. ehem, gue tipe yang agak susah untuk bercerita nih ya sebenernya. jadi, gue udah holding on to someone cukup lama ( bolak balik aja nih ceritanya ), dan sesungguhnya itu bukan semata mata karena something stupid that youu called 'love'. 100 % no..! Love is not strong enough to make me hold him this long..!! lebih ke rasa penasaran gue, something that i wanna prove about him, and something like revenge ; that made me hold him for ...