betray!
how do you describe the meaning of word "betray", "betrayal", "betrayer", "betrayed"?? no one can ever tell those right until they experience it themselves, don't you agree?? as an object or as a subject. betrayal, that's may be what soeharto thought about habibie, as he was the one who asked young habibie joined the politics, but he ended up as precident to cover soeharto's dethrone.. then what is it for me then? actually i am not quite sure about this.. may be for a couple, "betrayal" has another synonim as "cheating", or something like that (?) but for me? you may wonder since i am all a long single independent.. i still haven't checked dictionary what is the meaning of those phrases i mentioned before, literally nor in philosophy. yet i'm struggling with hard feeling right now, you know, when you finally rely on something, but it suddenly dissappears.. i don't know what to name this con...