Moment I'm Not So Proud Of

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I can not lie, that more or less this whole things affected me :)
Well, what use of denying it right now, right...? i've done that for these past few years, and didn't move anywhere >.<

it's not about him, no one is at fault, and i don't need any apologise from anyone.
it's all about me, and only me.

The question and the answer.
Only me, the person who provides it all..

The only problem  is i don't have any idea about myself either..
What do I feel?
How should I react?
Why am I confused?
What should I do next?





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