dan kalkulus pun berlalu

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penghapus kucel ini seperti hatiku yang kacau di senin pagi
hitam di beberapa sisi, penuh dengan coretan, dan terkikis di sana-sini
hatiku hanya seperti penghapus dekil ini
bekerja di atas kertas yang penuh dengan coretan rumus-rumus
memaksa dirinya bekerja keras dan melepas warna yang putih mulus
dimanfaatkan untuk membersihkan goresan orang lain
mengorbankan diri,
hingga menjadi hitam, kotor, dan terkelupas di berbagai sisi





# ditulis dengan hati yang sendu ; sehari setelah kepergianmu #



Komentar

  1. Fransiska Dewi9 Des 2011, 23.36.00

    duh...diriku ikut galau membaca postingan-mu ini..>__<

    BalasHapus
  2. Anonim11 Des 2011, 17.55.00

    aih aih aih..
    jadi maluuu...
    thanks for reading.. :D

    BalasHapus

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