betray!

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how do you describe the meaning of word "betray", "betrayal", "betrayer", "betrayed"??
no one can ever tell those right until they experience it themselves, don't you agree??
as an object or as a subject.
betrayal,
that's may be what soeharto thought about habibie, as he was the one who asked young habibie joined the politics, but he ended up as precident to cover soeharto's dethrone..
then what is it for me then?
actually i am not quite sure about this..
may be for a couple, "betrayal" has another synonim as "cheating", or something like that (?)
but for me? you may wonder since i am all a long single independent..
i still haven't checked dictionary what is the meaning of those phrases i mentioned before, literally nor in philosophy.
yet i'm struggling with hard feeling right now,
you know, when you finally rely on something, but it suddenly dissappears..
i don't know what to name this condition, and then the "betray" thing
comes up..
just agree with me in the used of this 'betray' word from now on..
should i give more example for what happen around right now?
have you ever heard about 'trust test'? it is usually played in team building events something...
it's when you have to jump to a bunch of people who've prepared their hands to catch you when you fall..
but in my case, the hands are dissappeared right before i touch the ground..
then i feel pathetic,
to believe..




Komentar

  1. Tiffany Adelina12 Mei 2014, 00.39.00

    I KNOW "BETRAY"... since I've experienced it, I can define it. I KNOW IT, I KNOW.

    BalasHapus
    Balasan
    1. Anonim21 Mei 2014, 22.23.00

      yeeeeeaaay you feel me then, del :'''')

      Hapus

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